starttorecallmypastandmyfuture.

Past,allmist.

Future,sometimesIsiderplaningtostudyabroadaftergraduation,andtiodothesameforeveryoneasahappysugarbaby,thensugarlady,thensugarmilfinanewenvirowhichthereisnopersonthatknowme.

YesterdayIwasnotocooflay,butmybodyisverybusy,nomorehandshitthekeyboardThetimeformakinglovedoesnotallowmetoleaveforwriting.

IwentoutierdayeveningandthenIcamebaoontoday.

WhenIamonmywayofgback,smokingoreeterwheredidn'tbotherpeople.Ifoundthereisamanpassingbymeandlookingatme.Whyyouhavethecelookingatme,butnetoae.

Afewdaysago,Ifoundthatmyathadbeenaddedabankerwardsmyliwokeup.HecalledmeforingoutandsayingthatIwouldbemoldyifIstillstayandhidemyselfinmysmallroom.

IcameoutandstillsawhimontheerofthestreetandIgotintohiscar.Theairditionermakemefeelingabitcold.

"How'sgoing?"

"Justsoso."

"Whyhaveyouhideyourselfintheroom?"

"I'mwriting."

"Whatweirdpapers?ohandinwhenerstartordidnotfinishtheworkoflastschoolyear?"

"No,I'mwritingnovel."

"Writenovel?Lovestory?"

"iovels."

"Wow,erotiovels,yettingmoreandmoredifferent.yougivemetoread?"

"Youwillreadittoday."

"Willyouwritemein?"

"Notnecessarily."

Hesmiledatmeanddrovemefordinner.

Heis30yearsolderthahepasserbymightthinkthatheismyunydaddy.Actually,heisoneofmySugardaddy.

Hehadknownmeforalongtime.whenIwasaHighschoolstudenthehadfouhattime,theairportrapidtransithadnotbeenstructed.Goingtotaketheplaneisabitdifficult.

Maybeyouwillaskmewhyyouarewithsuolderman?PersonallyIlikeamatureman,

It'sjustthathe'sabittoomature,butIfeelgoodandhegivesmethesenseofdependabilityandsecuritywhatIwant.

Idon’twanttosaytoomuchabouthowIknowhimbecausetherearemanyplexaspevolvedandit’sotell.Inshort,hefouillnow,heuandmewellandknowsthatpenedonme

everythingintheseyears.

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